loves.

please come

this would be a very long post. sorry.

hi,

jus have my dinner,

and really dun have a good mood now...

and also cried for awhile in the bathroom to release my sadness...

because i really don't like how my life going on right now...

living now brings many problems to me and also other people around me.

and it is not nice...

and i wish i could die earlier.

or maybe not living in this world.

i know i said this many thousand million trillion times,

but i seriously so hate it.

i keep making my best friend feel not good,

always like at home, school and everywhere...

i just keep thinking i know that she will feel not good or something,

but i really hope you could understand...

and i know writing is so stupid. (said this many times adi, i know)

and i really have no choice...

being good is also a bad thing,

being bad is also a bad thing,

then what i should be?!

nothing better than being someone.

i hope i can stop thinking about all these,

but nothing stops me now.

what can i do is just helping people now,

and giving advises to people that got troubles,

and others.

i know i'm being happy in school,

playing with friends,

laughing with them,

make fun...

and everything......

i hope my life that no need to worry about anything...

just being peace all the time...

is so relaxing for my mind and no need stress for my brain and head and mind,

but i'm glad that i can help people solve problems and give advises to them...

but i really know how they feel if someone pull me away from my bestfriend....

and i also scared that it will end someday.

but just have to company someone to some place,

is also good for them...

but just always got that kind of feeling......

it like always stay with me,

and is like a permanent tattoo to me when the times arrives....

although i have to say sorry when i'm not the one who is wrong...

i seriously have a bad time almost everymonth....

i feel so depressed and neglect...

is like all the song i've listen just now and while i writing my blog,

it makes me going to cry out loud,

especially the song "you lost me-Christina Aguilera"

okay,

i should forget about it.

let's skip this.

a hi again...

let's talk about something happy! :D

when i reach school,

ying ye bring the paper of the class position,

and when i take a look at mine,

i got 9th,

and ying ye was just lying to me...

and then sze hui got 11,

cherng ann got 1,

min wei got 2nd,

then chui li got 24...

wai lin got 21

and yessundra got 13....

then in class was fun.

we play uno. shhhhhhhhhh

and the hand thing...

then talk and plan and talk....

then when we play uno,

the min wei keep scolding me that duno how to play and watever....

then ying ye ding back him and say dun say like that la,

and watever,

i so wat le me....

someone say me little bit thing,

and i feel like cry adi....

i'm so stupid! D:

sigh,

can't even control my feelings....=.=''

yes, yessundra is correct, cry baby!!! D:

fine.

then continue play and play,

and i got last card and the card on the table was red skip,

and i go put my yellow card,

and everyone laugh.........................................................................

then i say sorry,

and then i have to take card that is red,

i keep take and take take alot until about 10+,

and the min wei say me again....

then keep playing and play....

then suddenly many pengawas came and duno wat,

say they want to have spot check for us,

and we all like keep our cards and play the hand game,

and pretend playing and laughing....

then liang jun came to us and ask for the uno cards back,

so we give him back,

and he say give me, i keep it first,

then he take away adi,

then we continue play our hand game,

and then recess time adi,

the pengawas, aqila, say no more spot check yay!!! it loud

then we jus went to recess and eat in canteen,

then when we were eating,

we talk about must be ingrid tell pengawas wan....

then kexin says the ma lai po tell pengawas la....

then i also thinks must be malai po or ingrid la...

then after come back from recess,

found out that pengawas aredi found poker cards,

uno card,

fake blackberry phone,

A-card card,

and others la,

then pn choong came in our class and say that pengetua very angry about us adi,

pengetua has said that cannot bring all these things,

but we still bring,

then they ask who bring this poker card,

uno card,

and others,

then those people who bring then walk infront to pn choong,

and she write down their name....

then bring them to the pejabat to see pengetua,

then duno how,

they came back after about 10 minutes...

then they bring surat amaran back....

then we all like ohh let me see,

we are so sorry for them la, play their cards....

lol....

then maths time,

teacher talk to us duno wat...

lol

then we keep talking....

then time to go pjpk,

we go toilet change pj clothes,

then change adi went down and play,

then we talk and play badminton,

then i was playing basketball with jane and sze hui,

we throw the ball from our back,

then sze hui dun wan play adi,

ying ye play with us,

then we keep playing,

while chui li playing badminton with yessundra,

then wai lin lie down on the floor...

then later yessundra's turn to sit on the floor,

and we play the basketball...

then sze hui accidentally throw too hard and kena on yessundra's head,

and she keep laughing....

then we said sorry,

and ask pain anot?

then we still laughing there....

then time to go home adi....

then chui li say she won't come to school,

then i keep saying pls.....

and while i walking to my mum's car,

my mind is full of

chui li pls come, chui li pls come, chui li pls come, chui li pls come, chui li pls come,

chui liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii please come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then reach home,

u know,

bath and eat,

then now she say she twisted her ankle. -.-'

sigh, fine.

if u really dun wan to come,

then fine.

哭过就好了。。。

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